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Lilith Sahl ([personal profile] lovethisworld) wrote2010-12-28 08:47 pm
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RL with Zuko

 [As promised she showed up the morning of December 26th with a small box in hand. Lilith wasn't quite sure where to go. Unlike Azula, she never did make frequent trips to her friend's country. It couldn't be too hard to find the Fire Lord in the Fire Nation, right?

Lilith sincerely hoped Zuko was in a spot easily accessible to strange women who clearly did not belong here.]
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flammatory: ((happy) comfort)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-06 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
...Thank you. That-- means a lot to me.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-06 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
... I really have missed you. It wasn't the same around the community without having you to scold me.
Edited 2011-01-06 23:09 (UTC)
flammatory: ((pissy) kind of crosseyed)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-07 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[jerks his head up, suspicious]

What have you done that you needed scolding for?

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-07 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh she really walked into that one. She takes her hand back.]

Nothing I can think of off the top of my head.
flammatory: ((folded) I don't need you. or my hair.)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-07 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Uh-huh. [He folds his arms.] Is this about that thing you don't want me finding?

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-07 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[She sighs softly, her jewelry making soft clanking noses as she did so.]

That was something no one could undo. Scolding or no scolding.
flammatory: ((pissy) kind of crosseyed)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-08 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing can be undone. Mistakes are about what you do afterward.

But as long as it's over, it'd be stupid to scold you now.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-08 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm... why don't you tell me more about the people in this photo?
flammatory: ((awkward) head scratch)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-08 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[This was not the topic change he would've chosen, but for Lilith...]

L-Like what?
flammatory: ((group) idk what this meeting is for)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-08 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[groans] You don't want to hear that story. I basically met them by attacking all of them.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-09 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Ah. Was that truly how it happened?
flammatory: ((emo) final decision)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-09 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
It was all separate occasions, but... yeah. Even Toph, who I didn't mean to hurt, I burned.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-09 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
That says a great deal if you all ended up as friends later.
flammatory: ((regret) let us both be dramatic)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-09 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
It took a long time for them to trust me, but it was worth it. I want to be a good person now.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-09 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
That's an incredible thing to say. [Have a proud, loving gaze Zuko.]
flammatory: ((regret) alone until this moment)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-09 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
...Everyone keeps saying stuff like that to me, [he mutters, looking away.] It feels weird.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-09 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
We're all proud of you I suppose.
flammatory: ((regret) can't stop looking back)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-09 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
How can you be? [His hands curl into fists with suppressed anger.] I still feel like-- like it's not right.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-09 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Because you are trying your very best. No one expects you to make the world perfect, Zuko.
flammatory: ((emo) wounded)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-09 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
The world doesn't need to be perfect, it just-- it never feels like enough! And everyone's telling me it is, but how am I supposed to believe them?

[Some part of him feels like he's never going to stop paying for his mistakes.]

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-09 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
... You have to have faith in yourself, Zuko. No one wishes to see you suffer forever for your mistakes but, if that's what you wish for yourself...

Do you understand what I am saying?
flammatory: ((emo) crawling in my skin)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-10 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
That no one else can give this to me... that I have to believe it myself.
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[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2011-01-11 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. It's about to you to love yourself, Zuko.
flammatory: ((awkward) doomed)

[personal profile] flammatory 2011-01-11 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Augh, that seems so cheesy... [he sighs, deflating]

If you still want to hear the story of how I met Aang, I'll tell you. It's just not very happy.

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