lovethisworld: (The tragedy that we knew as the end)
Lilith Sahl ([personal profile] lovethisworld) wrote2010-12-15 10:26 pm

[fail lock to self; strikes are deleted]

With all this talk of siblings I cannot help wondering how Cain would fit into all this. I feel as though I am fighting an uphill battle in regards to all of them. Abel has finally embraced his true feelings. Seth has made a good life for herself.

Azula and Cain however... I can almost feel my grip on them slipping constantly. Azula will heal in time though. Of that I am entirely confident. Cain... it's only a matter of time before I must fight him. I cannot help wondering what kind of future is in store for him.

Even if the best case scenario comes to pass, will he be able to live without himself after all that monster did in his name? My bright, passive younger brother... it is ironic that your fate would be the darkest out of the four of us. You were the one who spoke passionately to all of us about making a future where we could be accepted and loved as human beings and not... [...]

I will pray for both of them. Surely His plan for Cain cannot be so bleak. He deserves it far more than I do. 

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2010-12-18 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll help you make sure he's okay.

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[...]

And I promise not to slip away.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... please ignore that. It's a silly, irrational thought. I can hardly believe I even wrote it down.

[identity profile] emberandash.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
Are you just saying that because you don't want anyone to know that you worry about things?

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
... I do not want you to worry.

[That's a yes.]

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
I won't.

How can I make you feel better?

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
So long as you're happy and safe I will be fine.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I mean that sincerely. It truly would be good for me.

[identity profile] emberandash.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
But I could slip away from you and still be alive, couldn't I?

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. That is entirely possible.

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
And that's of the things you're afraid of, isn't it?

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
As I said it is a silly concern.

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
No it's not. I don't want you to slip away either.

I promise I won't desert you. Really.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you for reassuring me.

[identity profile] peoplesprincess.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Why wouldn't I? I love you.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
No reason. I love you too.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome.

LOCKED.

[identity profile] crusnik02.livejournal.com 2010-12-26 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
We'll bring him back, together. [But there's an underlying tone that if he has to kill Cain, he will.]

LOCKED.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-26 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
... You were not supposed to see this. I apologize.

LOCKED.

[identity profile] crusnik02.livejournal.com 2010-12-26 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
You shouldn't have to worry about me seeing things.

LOCKED.

[identity profile] hislostlover.livejournal.com 2010-12-26 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
You're right. Our burdens are one in the same.

LOCKED.

[identity profile] crusnik02.livejournal.com 2010-12-27 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
Do you want me to come and see you?

LOCKED.

[identity profile] crusnik02.livejournal.com 2010-12-27 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Hither and wait Lilith, for I shall be by your side.

O O C

[identity profile] crusnik02.livejournal.com 2010-12-27 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
Petros happened and HE NEVER MADE IT